My mother fell extremely ill one night of December 2024. She was vomiting, had loose motions, a headache and her blood pressure was extremely high. We took her to a nearby nursing home, where they did an ECG and gave her an injection to induce sleep. Then we took her back home. Though she slept, her headache persisted, and in the morning, she had loose motions again.
We immediately took her to a hospital, where they admitted her to the ICU. Advanced tests revealed bleeding in the space between the brain and the thin layers covering it, caused by a ruptured brain aneurysm (that is, a subarachnoid hemorrhage due to a rupture in her right posterior cerebral artery). The doctor advised brain surgery, which came with high risks. We were completely shocked. We discussed what to do and decided to go for a second opinion. A friend of my sister suggested a doctor. The same doctor's name was given to my brother-in-law when he too took advice from a friend. The doctor was very experienced, and we decided to entrust mom to his care at another hospital.
Brain surgery was again advised and on December 17
th, she went under the table. Though the surgery was successful, a day later her health started declining. Doctors suggested another surgery as there was bleeding in the groin. She recovered and was discharged on Jan 2, 2025.
With Guruji's grace and blessings, my mother is fine now. When I was in the hospital, all I did was listen to the
mantra jaap, chant it myself, read
satsangs and pray to Guruji. One day I wished I could go to Bade Mandir to get
jal prasad for my mom. That day, jal prasad and a
swaroop of Guruji reached a relative who is a neighbour, and then us. I put the swaroop on her pillow and gave her jal prasad. Whenever I would meet her in ICU, I asked her to listen to mantra jaap and thank Guruji.
One day, when my mother was very critical, I wished to feel Guruji's presence and, to my surprise, I heard a peacock's call. Today my mother is at home and recovering. All I can say is have full faith in Guruji. He listens to you and blesses you in the best possible way.
Mantra jaap gets me back on track
There was no way I would have known how much need my mother and, of course, I would have had of Guruji's blessings when I was introduced to Guruji by a friend in 2020-2021. He told me about Guruji's teachings, commandments, and shared his satsang. It made me very happy. Though I lived in Delhi, I never got a chance to go to Bade Mandir and take
darshan. When my friend and I did go, it was on the occasion of Shivaratri. A large number of devotees were present and that dissuaded us from going inside the Mandir. Later, I was in Chandigarh when my friend asked me if I wished to go to Dugri with him. I agreed. I had darshan there and it was a wonderful experience for us.
In November of 2021, I fell victim to depression. I lost interest in everything. So I began listening to the satsangs that were available online. Moreover, I began chanting the mantra jaap whenever I felt negative. And I remembered Guruji whenever I felt low. Things began changing. Now I am back on track. Mantra jaap is immensely powerful and a conduit for Guruji's blessings. This all is because of our Guruji and His blessings. I thank Guruji for His blessings. I bow in reverence before Him. Jai Guruji!
Nimit Tanwar, a devotee
March 2025