I was deported from the US to New Delhi in Oct 2005. I lost everything-my car, house, business, money. The only thing I had was my wife and my daughter, aged four, and my 12-year-old son. My wife and my children followed me to India in November the same year. We had no place to stay at, so we lived in the house of my wife's
mausi (mother's sister). Further, my son encountered many problems in his new school.
At that time, a very good friend of mine told me about Guruji. I didn't believe in Him until I met Him. I went to his temple in Delhi and stood in the line to meet Him. I felt a strong fear inside me as I went closer to Him. I felt like I was looking at God. . .
. . . A few minutes later I bent on my knees, bowed and mentally prayed and thanked Guruji for giving me His blessings. After leaving the Mandir, I felt wonderful as I had seen God.
A few months later, my wife's mausi also heard of Guruji and my wife asked her to have His
darshan. My mausi told my wife that she dreamt that my wife, I and our children were living in a beautiful house. My wife felt very happy and told her mausi that she hoped it would come true.
The days went by and 2007 came. I felt my wife should go back to the US and get my visa processed. I booked the ticket for my wife and my children and they went back to the US.
I kept praying to Guruji, but at the same time to Hanumanji. Then one day I had a dream of Guruji. He said why are you praying to Hanumanji; he is here with me: I saw all the Gods in Guruji: Durga Mata, Ramji, Hanumanji, Shivji, everyone. I felt so happy; it was a darshan that lasted for at least five minutes. The dream sequence was often interrupted but would return to the key theme.
Then my Jijaji developed throat cancer. That upset me. One day, I was sitting in the hospital with my Jijaji and happened to be looking down towards the floor. Just then I looked up and I saw a very bright light. When I tried to look at the light, I saw Guruji sitting next to me, smiling. This was after He had taken mahasamadhi. I felt so blessed. My Jijaji began feeling much better, and we went home.
I am told there are only two people to whom Guruji has given darshan of all gods. I am one of them and the other is my good friend Manoj's sister. All I know is that Guruji is God. Om Namah Shivay, Shivji Sada Sahay; Om Namah Shivay, Guruji Sada Sahay. Jai Guruji!
Raman Sharma, a devotee
July 2011