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Light of Divinity

my daughter scolded me about this habit, saying the rest of the
people think I carry a burden of grief. I told her that I do not cry,
but the tears fall of their own accord when I see Guruji and my heart
fills with love. My daughter would have nothing of it. She told me to
control myself and not to drop a tear.

A minute later, I found my daughter crying. I asked her why she
was crying, but she didn’t know. I told her that Guruji had made her
too feel his love.

On a Valentine’s Day, I lit the lamp in my puja room. I told Guruji
that I had not loved anyone more than him ever since I had met him.
I told him, he was my valentine and that gifts are exchanged on this
day. I added that I had nothing of my own that I could give, since I
owed everything to him. Would he then accept my tears of love? But
I told Guruji that I would expect a gift from him. Soon I got busy
with my chores. That valentine night, Guruji came in my dream. He
took off a garland of pink roses from his neck and put it on mine. It
was the perfect gift. Come to him and experience him for yourself.

By Guruji’s side

Some time ago, Guruji had gone to Meerut and we were lucky
enough to accompany him. Guruji was to return to Delhi that night.
As he sat in the car with a few devotees, I wondered whether I’d ever
get the chance to sit with him. Those sitting next to him were really
lucky.

The incident vanished from my mind. Once there was a wedding
in Delhi and I attended it with both of my daughters. Guruji came,
called me and asked me to have langar with him. I dared to ask
him where and he told me at Empire Estate. I was delighted and
told Guruji I would reach there with the children. To this, Guruji
replied that I would go with him in his car. I cannot express how
overwhelmed I was.

There is no limit to Guruji’s love and grace. The nectar of his love
keeps blessing us. All these incidents are but a drop in the ocean of
his being. I only pray to Guruji that he always keeps me at his feet
and that I keep remembering him till my last breath.

Have complete faith in Guruji and understand that our betterment
lies in whatever he does. If we keep faith in him, no worry can
lodge itself in our brains. He knows all about us. He is merciful and

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