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Jai Guruji!

IWAS lost completely. Life seemed to be drifting by. Over time I had
lost faith in God. I felt God did not exist. I had stopped going to
temples or offering prayers. Life seemed an ordeal. I would wonder
many times why God had created me: Just to enjoy the show when
I was in trouble? If at all God did exist, I used to think, he was a
sadist.

Yet Guruji took me under his sharan. Blessed me with his darshan,
nurtured me like a mother nurtures her child, gave me so much that
I cannot even thank him for it. I may never know all that he has
done for me. For what I see, what I have got is just the tip of the
iceberg. That too, when I did not deserve any of it. Without my ever
asking for it, without ever letting me feel that he was giving me so
much.

Retrieved from the clutches of cancer

We were first blessed with the darshan of Guruji Maharaj in March
1998. I was 24 years old then and had been operated upon for
neuroblastoma, a malignant tumour. My life was devastated. A
colleague of my mother, both doctors by profession, had told us
about the miraculous powers of Guruji. But, a newcomer like me was
naturally sceptical. As directed, we told Guruji about my condition.
Guruji’s response was: “Kalyan kitta (I have blessed you).” Little did
we realise the impact of these words. When Guruji says something,
it is eternal truth. It took us a long time to realise that I had been
eternally blessed. I was getting the blessed langar and prasad, which
was Guruji’s medicine for treating me. And the result was for all to
see. Unbelievably, I was on the road to recovery. A couple of months

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