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Light of Divinity

Guruji is Shivji; he is Durga

My elder brother Shiv Kumar Pushkarna attended the first satsang
at my place in October 2004. He came as a matter of courtesy. But it
was only by the middle of 2005 that he finally got a chance to take
refuge in Guruji’s sharan. He found tremendous peace of mind. And
has since then become a calm and composed person.

One day his wife, Renu, could not complete her Durga Stuti (a
prayer to Mother Durga)—a part of her morning routine. She was
upset. Guruji appeared before her and told her that she should not
bother too much about these things. He said that he was everywhere
and that she should remember him. Then Guruji changed into a
lady, to show her that he was Durga Ma as well and embraced her.
He then disappeared.

Bhabiji had severe knee pain, and doctors had suggested tests and
a lengthy treatment. She visited Bade Mandir on Shivratri 2006 and
from that day her knee has been all right. This is all due to Guruji’s
blessings.

On 15 May 2006, we visited the Shiv Mandir. The hall houses
Lord Shiva and Guruji’s seat. My elder brother Shiv bowed to Lord
Shiva and to Guruji’s seat. He noticed that the sangat was bowing
first at Guruji’s seat and then before Lord Shiva. He wondered where
he should pay his respects first. We were in the temple for around
one and a half hour. We were listening to the satsangs. While going
back home when my brother bowed in front of Lord Shiva’s statue
and looked up, he did not see Lord Shiva. He saw the face of Guruji
in place of Lord Shiva’s face. He had his answer: Whether you bow
at one place or the other, it is he who is everywhere.

Before this incident, Mrs. Subberwal used to tell the sangat that
she had seen Guruji as Lord Shiva. But there was a one per cent
doubt in mind. After my elder brother’s experience, all my doubts
cleared. I feel tremendously fortunate to be in the sharan of Lord
Shiva, present with us as Guruji.

Blessings for my friends, too

I shared my experiences with friends and a number of them came
under Guruji’s sharan and experienced his grace. To mention a few,
Mr. V.K. Gupta was blessed when his daughter’s life changed for the

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