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even or hold a grudge. Many times during sewa I have
          been  subjected  to  such  tests,  and  each  time  I  was
          taught  to  remain  low  and  stay  humble.  “Guruji,  why
          when I’m just doing what you tell me to do, are people
          so  rude  and  not  listen  to  your  instructions?”  I  asked
          Guruji.  “Sukhmani,  guruan  de  mandir  wich  dhakke
          bhi karma waaleyaan nu hi milde han. Murkhon ke
          hum daas. Tere grah oh le jaande han.” - “In a guru’s
          temple, if someone treates you badly or is rude to you,
          consider  it  a  blessing  in  disguise  as  they  are  taking
          your bad karmas. Remain humble.”

               By choosing to do sewa in a temple, one does not
          gain  status  or  higher  position,  but  infact  one  himself
          opts to be a servant of not just the guru, but also of his
          sangat.  There  is  no  hierarchy  in  the  sangat.  It  is  a
          tough  test  to  pass.  If  a  disciple  does  sewa  to  gain
          importance  or  an  edge  over  the  others,  then  his  very
          purpose  of  doing  sewa  is  defeated. If  in  one's  ego  you
          hurt the feelings of another disciple, do know this for a
          fact, you have failed miserably. You have not only lost
          the fruits of all the good you have done in your past but
          have further taken on the bad karmas of the one you
          have  hurt.  Sewa  must  be  done  with  the  right
          intensions.  Do  sewa  to  rid  yourselves  of  your  bad
          karmas, to seek forgiveness for your sins, and for the
          true love of your guru and his sangat. You cannot fool
          your guru.

               The  faith  of  the  disciple  must  always  be  securely
          grounded  on  his  experience  of  the  divinity  of  the

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