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My Resume

“Guruji, I want to start working.” I told Guruji the
day I finished my studies. Since Guruji had forbidden
me to pursue my dream of becoming a clinical
psychologist, citing the reason that it was a subject for
the crazy, I picked up an alternative line in Interior
designing. I understood why he was discouraging me
from studying psychology. I remembered a few of my
past lives and Guruji didn't want me to go deeper into
it. It's not that Psychology is a subject for the crazy;
probably I would have gone crazy delving too deep into
my past.

Assuming he didn't hear me, I repeated my request,
Guruji I would like to start working now”, I said. “No. I
don't want you to work just yet.” “But why?” I pleaded.
With a very stern look on his face he told me not to
question his decision. I got involved with seva at the
temple and the thought of working never came up until
2005. I saw all my friends were earning well and had
great jobs by then and it hurt me to see I hadn't
progressed. In 2005 Guruji finally started talking about
my working. He would send me to go give interviews in
Delhi and asked me to come straight back give to him
feedback. Each time I gave him a feedback he would
take out some point and told me to disregard the job
completely. This kept going on till one day he asked me
to bring my resume. I got my resume typed and I felt
ashamed at having to give it to him since it was only

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