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When you knock
hard at God’s door
MOST RESPECTED Guruji Maharaj, with my head bowed at
your lotus feet and with heartfelt gratitude and love, I humbly
ask your reverence to guide me in expressing my experiences. I know
that each day, each second, each breath I take is a blessing from
you. Where then can I begin to write down my experiences of your
divine blessings? For about your love I can write down thousands
of granths. I humbly put pen to paper to share my experiences with
your chosen few who have luckily reached your doorstep to receive
the divine light.
His reverence Guruji Maharaj is the whole universe and the whole
universe is inside him. There is nothing in the universe other than
his divine self. He is present everywhere. The universe is just an
expanding bubble ready to burst before him, but will never burst
while we have him in our lives.
Dear Lord, how could you do this to me?
Even after years of wedlock, my husband David and I had not been
blessed with a child. We were most distressed and had been to
gynaecologists and taken fertility treatment. February of 1991 found
me contemplating adopting a child from India. I decided to go to
the Gurdwara Sahib Guru Nanak Durbar at 78, Serpentine Avenue,
Dublin, and speak to the Lord. On arriving at the gurdwara sahib, I
began conversing with the Lord. I told him that he was my father,
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