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to make a few chapattis and I saw that each and every
chapatti had a sign. I picked up chapattis at random
and could not find even one that did not have those
signs.
One day a lady requested Guruji to allow her to
make langar, to which he said “Aunty tenu hale 25
saal hor lagan ge mere langar wich kam karan nu.
Har koi mere langar wich kam nai kar sakda” - It will
take you another 25 years to be ready to take on this
sewa. Not all are allowed to prepare langar.
Since we used to prepare the langar, we were aware
of the amount of chapattis made and could roughly
guess the number of sangat that had visited Guruji on
that particular day. One day after langar was served;
Guruji sat down next to me and said that a certain
number of people had visited the temple to eat langar.
The number was much higher than the chapattis we
had made that day and my mind made some foolish
calculations. 'That's not possible Guruji, we didn't have
that many chapattis.” The moment I uttered these
words I realized I had made the mistake of doubting my
guru. I quickly apologized and kept quiet. “Thaanu ki
lagda hai sirf tusi hi aithe langar khaa ke jaande
ho? Thaanu ki pata tuhade naal kaun kaun langar
khaa ke janda hai. Tusi log ta langar di keemat hi
nai jaande ho. Utte ta rishi muni tarasde han is
langar da ek niwaala khan waste. Mere hukam naal
oh bhi langar chak ke jaande han. Jadon main
kehenda haan ki inne loga ne langar chakeya hai, us
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