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Since my mother and I were living with him, we never
          questioned  him  about  any  of  his  bank  accounts  or
          where he kept his money. As we reached the hospital I
          saw we were not alone, Guruji had sent his sangat to
          help us with the initial formalities at the hospital and
          for  emotional  support.  The  major  issue  that  was
          bothering  me  and  my  mother  was  money.  How  and
          where were we to get it? The very next day my mother's
          cousin came and handed her Rs 10,000 with the help
          of which my grandfather's treatment was started till my
          Uncle (mother's brother) took over.

               My grandfather stayed in hospital for three months
          with  a  break  of  one  and  a  half  month,  where  he  was
          sent  home.  “Your  grandfather  will  come  home  just
          once.” Guruji had told us much before time. In the first
          phase  of  his  stay  in  hospital  he  was  conscious  and
          would always be doing path. His eyes would be closed
          but  he  could  describe  everything  going  on  not  only  at
          the hospital, but at home as well. One day I rushed to
          the hospital without having my milk and as soon as I
          opened  the  door  to  my  grandfather's  room  he  said,
          “Today  you  have  not  had  your  milk,  you  are  hungry.”
          My  uncle  would  give  me  money  by  the  day  for  the
          medicines  and  tests  and  at  night  I  had  to  return  him
          everything that was left. I could not however, use that
          money on my mother or myself. My mother and I would
          leave  at  8.30  in  the  morning  and  do  our  duty  at  the
          hospital  till  8.30  at  night.  We  would  pack  our  lunch
          with us and eat it at the hospital. We had absolutely no


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