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God does for everyone else but not you. Due to some
incidences in my life this is exactly how I had started to
feel, and it gave me some solace to know that Guruji
was aware of the facts. “Main har janam wich tera
guru siga, tenu ki lageya main tenu is janam ch
chad deyanga?” - I have been your Guru in each of
your past lives, said Guruji in a very loving tone, “What
makes you think I would let you go this time?”

“Come and press my feet.” I quickly got up and
started pressing his feet. In the few days that I had
seen him one thing was certain - not everyone could
touch Guruji and if he asked someone to press his feet,
it was considered a great honour. I realized that the
more I pressed; stronger was the fragrance coming from
his feet. “Mere dono pairan te padam hai.” - I have
padams in both my feet, said Guruji. At that time I had
no idea what a padam was and neither did I
understand the importance of what he had just told
me. My mother, who was asked to press Guruji's
hands, noticed that his hands were turning blue. She
immediately pointed it out thinking maybe something
was wrong with him. “Guruji why are your hands
turning blue?” mom asked, sounding concerned. “Asi
Shiv.” - I am Shiv, was all he said and smiled.

Guruji lovingly called my mother 'Sukhi aunty'. One
day he called her and said “Sukhi Aunty, tu roj do
baje sawere uth ke guru Nanak nu ardaas kardi hai
ki niche aao te meri betiyan di shaadi karao.” - You
get up at 2 am every morning and pray to Guru Nanak;

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