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also  noticed  that  I was  the  only  one  who  was  given  a
          green chilly everyday by Guruji. Each time I sat down
          to eat, he would come and give me a green chilly or a
          chilly pickle. I was never fond of eating chillies and this
          seemed  very  strange  to  me.  Many  years  later,  when
          Guruji was in Delhi, he said “I see you don't have the
          kind  of  a  temper  you  had  when  you  first  met  me.”  I
          agreed  and  laughingly  said  “Guruji,  even  I  am
          surprised that I don't get angry very often now.” Guruji
          laughed loudly and said “Mirchaan khila khila ke tera
          main gussa kateya hai.” - Its thanks to all the chillies I
          have fed you!

               These  few  days  with  Guruji  were  like  heaven.  He
          had embraced all of us and taken us under his wing.
          He  was  what  my  mother  was  searching  for  all  these
          years. His love was  what I was looking for all my life.
          “You  all  have  been  given  admission.”  Said  Guruji.
          “What  does  that  mean?”  I  asked  foolishly.  Guruji
          replied “I have accepted you all as my disciples.” I was
          obviously very happy to hear this but I had to ask him
          another  foolish  question.  “Guruji  doesn't  everyone
          become your disciple once they come to you?” “No.” He
          said “Nai, har koi mera chela nai ban sakda. Hale ta
          kai  loga  nu  admission  form  hi  nai  mile.” -”Thanu
          sareyan  nu  admission  ta  mil  gayi  par  tusi  saare
          different  classes  wich  ho.  Kaun  kis  class  wich  hai
          oh  mahapurush  da  secret  hunda  hai.  Asi  nai  bata
          sakde.” - Not everybody who comes to me can become
          my  disciple.  Some  people  haven't  yet  been  given


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