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your protection, all of us feel so secure emotionally and so complete
that there is no feeling of unrest.

I am so much at peace with myself. It is like a state of tranquillity.
At times in my heart, the flow of gratitude is so strong that tears just
begin to flow. And it is the most beautiful experience when tears just
roll down without any other reason but love. After just two visits to
Guruji, my desire to be with him started growing. I could not hold
myself back. My husband would grumble and we would fight and I
would be at Guruji’s. Every time Guruji would ask me what excuse
I had given and I would look puzzled, wondering how he knew. I
thought to myself that I might look hassled. But now I realize that
he himself is God Almighty and he knows everything and nothing
is hidden from him. We are puppets on a string and we dance to his
tune; we are nothing without him.

The task of writing on Guruji is not so easy: to be able to capture
Guruji’s charm in words is difficult. Even if all the oceans turned into
ink and all the land became paper, it would not be possible. I would
love to praise my lord and master and keep doing it for eternity. May
he bless me that I may do so. I would run short of words, but not of
my feelings for him. I would love to devote all my five senses at his
feet and pray that he accept my offering.

–Purnima Ali, devotee; she passed away shortly after Guruji’s
mahasamadhi

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