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would probably not like coming to a messy room like
mine. I made sure to wear decent night dresses every
night, but still I never had Shivji's darshan for almost a
year. One night, when I had totally forgotten about
Guruji's promise to me, I finally had Shivji's darshan. It
was an amazing experience to say the least and I
understood what my grandfather meant when he said;
'it can't be expressed in words.'

In Delhi, while sitting next to Guruji's aasan, I
suddenly felt a bit dizzy. I blinked a few times and
looked up at Guruji, and what I saw was something
that was totally out of the world. Since I was sitting on
the right hand side of Guruji, I could only see his side
profile. On his face I saw a big beautiful golden eye with
thick long eyelashes. As I looked in awe, Guruji smiled
at me and soon everything was back to normal. I was
hesitant in telling anyone of what I saw, as again, I
wanted to be sure it wasn't my imagination. Guruji
must have sensed my doubt, for as soon as I reached
back home to Chandigarh, someone came over and
gave me the 'Narad Puran' to read. In the first few
pages, the Narad Puran describes Shivji as the one with
'big beautiful golden eyes!' I got my answer.

Apart from giving physical darshan to his sangat he
also gave darshan on his body. The body of a
Mahapurush is not ordinary. Many times a shivling and
a naag have been sighted on Guruji's forehead by many
in the sangat. While massaging his feet, my mother has
seen lions in an embossed form on his feet, and many

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