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drank his milk was very much like Guruji had
his...with small sips. He spoke to my grandfather but
kept looking towards us and I was convinced it was
Guruji. I noticed the jeep had 'Om Namah Shivay'
written on it and the number of the jeep came to a total
of 7. Somehow I was convinced it was Guruji and
decided to ask him later when I went to Delhi. About a
month later while sitting with Guruji, I asked him if he
was the one who gave us darshan on Shivratri day,
making sure I didn't give too many details. To my
surprise he said “Yes, I came in a blue jeep.”
That day I realized that my guru can come to me in
any form and I may not be able to recognise him the
next time. “Guruji, God can come to us in any form,
even as a beggar. We are not always polite to beggars.
Please tell us how we can save ourselves from making a
mistake of shunning away God if he ever comes to us in
such a form?” I asked Guruji, feeling ashamed of the
number of times I had been rude to beggars. Guruji,
ever so understandingly replied “Kuch de nai sakde ta
hath jod ke man wich keh do ki maaf karo. Je oh
asli sant howega ta samajh jaayega.” - “If you can't
give anything to a beggar, don't be rude. Just fold your
hands and say please forgive me, and if it's a saint or
God, in a beggar's disguise, he will understand.” He
further added “Gupt daan deya karo. Is tarah daan
deyo ki right hand ko pata na chale ki left haath ne
kya diya hai. Hamesha left hand se daan do kyonki
left hand khulla daan karta hai. Right hand
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