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I was declared

dead

AFTER I met Guruji, I made a divine journey from hell to heaven.
My troubles began immediately after my marriage: my wife
Geeta was suffering from severe asthma. She remained disturbed and
upset; she could not get a decent night’s sleep; and was distraught.
As her mother had suffered from asthma, Geeta had seen what the
disease could do.

If Geeta’s suffering was not enough, the problem haunted my
daughter Tania as well. The entire family was disturbed. I would
make the rounds of the market only to buy medicines required by
my wife and daughter. Both had a restricted diet. They became very
weak and the colour of their body and face turned black.

Then Guruji met his daas (Literally, slave. The devotional
temperament seeks to fulfil itself in principally four kinds of
relationships with the Guru, seeing him as the incomparable beloved,
as the sovereign master, as the sole friend, and the eternal father).
Only Guruji knows what hell our life was. He is the only one who
can do the impossible. Thus, Guruji only said ‘kalyan karta’ (you are
blessed) to Geeta and Tania and they became well. Someone asked
me to how it is possible that a man tells a diseased person ‘kalyan
karta’ and that human being, who is suffering from a big problem,
becomes physically fit. Indeed, it is not possible at all—for a man.
But, Guruji is God. Only God can do all the things that are not
possible at all. Guruji’s blessings are all powerful. After my daughter
and wife had recovered, I felt I was in heaven.

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